Connie

You look like a Connie
Something about you screams the name,
The shape of your nose
And the glasses perched on them
You are undoubtedly american..
your face is long and thin.
You are taller than most of your friends.
You'd look horrible in a hat
Unless it's a black unmarked baseball cap

It must be your name,
I feel it is required.
That you parents,
Taking you home for the first time,
Must have crossed off all other names
Jane, holly and Amanda
Briskly and confidently etched through
All because I see you,
Pulling your suitcase behind you,
In search of your assigned seat
On this plane
You remind me of one
And it is what i imagine.

Breaking the Box

Today I dared think outside the box,
And daydreamed what was beyond the walls of this character.
I created a forest to be explored,
And behind it a lake where you and I would spend the afternoons
On the Banks.
And know I am grounded for breaking the box,
And am told to not step out.

But the cut I suffered,
And the blood I bled,
Was well worth the joy of being able to watch the glass shatter
In slow motion.
The rivulets of cracks
Snapping away through their glass landscape.

We enjoyed my crime together.

As you ogled the monitor screen
I wrapped my knuckles in a bandage,
Looking on over your shoulder,
savoring what little bit of pleasure we gained from destruction
But both considering what the replacement of free time with chores would mean,
And agonizing over what it would do to our small spheres.

Birds

What would the Seagull say to the Arctic turn,
The rat speaking to the squirrel.
Do you work?
Do you save yourself?
Why? Do you know my ease?
Do you sea me,
Sitting on my thrown, same thing everyday
Eat, smile, be wealthy.
The wind rises though,
And carries Her on,
She's gone in a moment.
But they know the truth,
The sea breeze is the softest pillow.
The land you are lead over will provide for you.
You are not lost,
You will be back again soon.
And till then hold my memory close,
So that that ghost comes to life on my return.

My Calendar

What day is it?

I do not know, I’m sorry.

My calendar hasn't changed for longer than I’d like to say,

And the picture of a kitten,

Poised in a basket, starring out into my empty room,

Has been there for the past few months.

I’d occasionally flip through the months of the year

And let the puppy with his head cocked,

The dog with a kitten perched on top of his head,

All got a glimpse of me and the pale white wall behind.

That’s all they’ll probably ever get to see.

He is extremely cute, the kitten of this month, that is,

But I've begun to feel his eyes on me

Whenever I am around

Even while I’m falling asleep.

Poor thing, he is bored.

He wishes I would change the month

And that this window would close,

So that he can stare out of a different window

Onto a different landscape.

Or maybe just a different, plain, sparsely furnished room,

Occupied by some different boring boy or girl.

The Life of a Puppet

I feel sorry for you,
Your shaped plastic, paint and thread,
Sentenced to death by hanging.
Brought back to life by the strings
That broke your neck
That now move the plastic jaw,
Arms and legs of cloth.
And dance you around on stage.
You only come to life through the hands of the puppeteer,
Who's skill is limited,
And emotions are hampered with translation.

Steal a knife,
Cut your bonds,
And escape your jail of children shows.
Stun your jailer with your cry for freedom,
Leave this life to build a better one.

Someday soon I hope to be sitting in a cafe,
Considering the politics of drinking coffee to fast or to slow,
And see you flash by on the street.
Free to be your own puppeteer,
Expressing your emotion without translation.

Saturday Morning

I sat in your living room

Listening to the buses and cars

Drive by, nine floors down,

The sound filtered by the sheer curtain

In front of the open window.

My tea tastes strange,

I haven’t taken the teabag out yet,

And the taste of metal has stepped from the spoon,

With the tea leaves, into the hot water.

And you keep talking

I came to listen to you talk.

Lean forward in your chair

Hold the paper still on the table,

Now fling it around in your hands.

I’ll stretch and suppress another yawn

As I try to follow and understand.

A Ship In a Storm

Are you ready?
The sun is setting
And yet you stand still,
Save for the movement of your chest,
Like small waves on the shore.
The sky isn't red this night,
No Sailor is taking delight.
They've taken the pub,
Where I'm watching you from.
Your hair is up,
It isn't caught by the rising wind,
Those sails are hoisted.
But still you pull, then turn into it,
Waiting for it to begin.

Istanbul

I came here to press pause on my day
Well, actually if I go home
I'd find myself just sitting there any way
Staring at a disconnected screen.
So I'll sit here in the sun,
Catch a few rays and listen to the sound of the waves
And forget the troubles
That are accompanied by it when it's done.

I've found a spot between lovers and some young boys
Who've cashed into their prize of alcohol
They hid between the rocks and some stories.
So many stories these rocks must know,
The storms, warm days and cold days of winter,
All piled up on top of each other
So many we could never know.
Out there on the water the islands are moving,
Leaving scars on the surface,
And us wondering what they're doing.
In the distance the city is hidden by its own haze,
To discover it I'll have to move through it,
But that I'll save for another day.

Hot Coals

I am far to angry to be writing
And I find my self in danger
Of revealing more than I need.
All the reader requires to grow their wold is one little seed.

How come so little posses the mind with such power?
Explain the physics behind the velvet curtain
Of your eyes.
Take the little you do know and spread them thin.
Compete with the galaxy for being being blown out of proportion.
As I let out a sigh,
No more will I believe the lies.
And I've come to realize
I stopped caring, some where in the middle
That part of me did die
And I've left you with me, a riddle.
Something you've done
Just a twinkle in the eye.
So let me in, or juggle me yet,
And let these fires stew.
I will not say that I know best
But don't you dare say that you do.

Leaving Friends

It seems so long ago
Yet it is only a semester that separates
But we're gone now
How strange to think back.
We're still around
And I'll see you one last time before I go.
But those evenings are forever lost.
Those nights where we sat in your front yard,
Drank to much
And talked of Love, Girls and God.
It's hazy now
And I'm coughing in a cloud of smoke.
One last time the night hours will pass
And we'll smile, laugh and reminisce
On the good times that we once had.

Confetti in the Atmoshpere

No ordained order,
Just pin pricks in a black sheet,
God's first artwork.
Putting our world in perspective,
The original Jackson Pollock.

Oh Meteor shower, were are are you?
I'm drifting away waiting.
Listening in on conversation as it floats across the water,
Mixing with the music playing.
Do you dare share your glory with such a lowly crowd?
With no hear to hear your travel stories,
Burning out your shining confetti
Just light to show, now sound.

O'Ryan

I've made my way home in the dark more often of late,
Slipping from my car,
And making my stealthy way through the front door.
I'll often regard the sky
With the casual observer's interest,
And find O'Ryan's belt,
Slung low around his waist.

He is the one,
The one people mos misinterpreted.
He has let the times change him,
A burning pin prick in his hand.

I always find him at night,
Leaning against the wall of some rusty red brick building,
Smoking a cigarette.
We know each other from highschool,
We saw each other in the halls.
I covered for him once,
And saved him some dirt,
So now we exchange nods.
Admitting to awkward recognition,
His grimy hands throw away the stub.
The sparks shine like starts where it hits the sidewalk.
He'll keep smoking,
And i'll know where to find him
If I find that I ever need one.

Minds and Ballistics

I have the illusion that I know my little world.
May be that's why I call it mine.
And I only get scared when our orbits cross.

Your reference to Juan Ramón Jiménez,
Then Paul Valéry, caught me off guard
And our perspective earths collided.

You left me wanting to know more,
To recite verse to myself
As I waste away the sand in the hour-glass of my shift.
May be I will subscribe to the article of the day.
But no, the click clack of that process does not suit demeanor  at the moment.
Better wait, and this too shall pass.


-Inspired by Luke Adams click here and Billy Collins

Good Old Girl

Take care now
You've learned this already.
She has shown her colors,
Do you dare share your own faded ones?
Your ignorance emanates from its patches,
Your faults stand out like a gash across its center.
Hide them away,
Or share your short comings
And come out all the better

Their Love

Since time began,
Or at least the parched fragment I remember,
We've sought for it.
The comfort only found in their arms,
The warmth you feel knowing they're near.
The Joy that possess you with their touch.
You wish you could share in it,
Somehow leech the energy they experience,
But you know that the warmth will turn cold
Fore it is not your Joy, but His and Hers
And it does not deal kindly when foreign parties take what isn't theirs.
  So search for it yet,
  Do not grow weary,
  God's life plan for you may include a "her" to.

Science

Simply put, it isn't...
At least physics would be much easier.
And we wouldn't bother ourselves over those ecstatic electrons.
Spinning universes would not spin at all
Because there would be no one to watch them.
And the intricate facts of life would soon be forgotten.
Beauty would cease to exist
As our world grows older,
we would hear the stones cry out
Because beauty is in the eyes of the beholder.

Coming Down

This Weekend.
I'm sorry to say I don't remember much.
My slammed brain went over the edge with that last cup.
I'm left wandering the rooms,
Searching for steady ground,
And friends that always leave late,
But they aren't around.

The Coffee Didn't Help,
I Hate Coming Down.

Kingdom Building

How crazy we all are
Sitting, Standing, Holding hands.
Just to live
Just to breathe
Building something
Something to believe
We know its there
It has shown itself before
Moving, Seeing
Growing more and more
To little do we know,
That is why we search
In this life, for the one beyond
All of us, In God's church.

Moon Shadoow

I have a dearest friend whose name I can not recall.
She dances with me at night,
And mimics my very walk.
When first introduced, we shook hands and went on our way,
Moon Shadow and I,
But know I find it comforting to have her near,
To know the shadow of me,
So I'll see through my disguise.

-Pangun

Goodbyes

I never knew this silence,
And I'll never understand how to say it,
Its just when the evening fades
And the distractions wind their weary way away,
The nagging voice returns.
The one that reminds you of all the things you've done together,
And all the stories that were told.
You can't drive in this city,
You can't listen to your favorite songs,
Because they'll always be there,
Sitting in the back seat,
Singing along.

-Pangun